Fear,

Flowers don't live forever. They wilt every single time when it's their time. They knows it. So does human. When it's time to go, they'll go. Some get the chance to say goodbye and some didn't even have a chance to ask for forgiveness.

Now I'm always scared of what might happen to me every other minute. Life is unpredictable. We can't predict it. But He can. He writes all our story. Every single one of us. Happy stories. Tragedies. Deaths. Failures.

But the one I fear the most is Death. You can never know when it's your turn. People die. They live and say goodbye. It's a fact that you can never change. But how will life end? That's what I worry the most. The thought of having to leave this world without saying goodbye to the ones I love fears me the most.

I am not prepared yet. But when its my turn. I'll leave in peace. Willingly. I do. So now I must cherish all the moments that I have with my family and friends. Because like they said;

Everyday is a gift.

I wake up in the morning everyday saying Alhamdulillah. Thank God I am still alive. Still able to meet and hang out with my loved ones. Yes Pn. Arnida. I do it too. Something snapped me back to reality lately. I don't know what it is. But I kind of like it.