Think twice before you say you love me

Love consists of four letters. Simple and sweet.
But it gives you a very deep meaning.
I have never known what love is.
All that I know is that love is what strengthen the bonds between families and friendships.

I have never been in love before.
And no, I am not trying to complain about my pathetic life.
I am being optimistic. At the same time, I am curious too.
Can you really love someone that much till you are willing to die for her/him?

I've never felt that way before for any guy.
Well, there was this one dude, but it was just a crush.
Yet, I did shed a few tears for him.
It wasn't his fault. I was being dumb.

Whatever it is, that part of me is over.
I am stronger now. I know how to take a good care of my feelings.
The secret is to never hope too high.
Like every girl's dream. I wish to find a nice guy, get the idea of love, and marry him someday.
But the world is cruel nowadays.

I'm not saying that all the boys aren't good enough.
I'm just saying that there are temptations.
Ones that you can't resist.
Even when you try so hard, you can still feel so caught up with that feeling.

So how do we avoid that kind of stuffs?
As a human being, we can't avoid.
Somewhere, somehow, we'll always be tempted to do wild things.
But before doing that, think about the consequences.
What will happen to family, friends etc.

But hey, we're still a bunch of immatured teenagers.
Rules are meant to be broken at this stage.

I did so many bad things this year.
Its not that bad. Its just not that nice.
But I kinda feel like regretting it.
I don't know. I'm not a saint.

All I know is that;
Faith will always be with me. Or atleast I hope so.
If he's with me. Then InsyaAllah, I'll have a safe trip on my journey to Al-Mizan.