Sometimes, life decides to play around and you're torn between the devil and the deep blue sea. Yes, karma is life's bestest friend.
You know, the feeling that you get when you feel like doing something but you can't because you have to limit yourself and make sure that you do not cross the "border" line. Well you may not get it, but for some people, I know you've either been through what I'm going through or, currently in the same shitty situation that I am in right now.
The thing is, I can never be too honest with someone because the fear of letting people down overwhelms me all the time. That is also the exact same thing that pulls me like a thread through a big needle down the hole where ruined hopes and dreams are the main course for dinner. [gilt]
Relentless time I have told myself, be brave. Be the person you want to be in the future or else, you will be stuck forever like a fly on a sticky sheet. Taking chances are difficult when they only come once in a blue moon. But when they're ahead of you, seizing it is a must.
"Seize the day, no more regrets."
Vanquish all of my guilts, I must. Change. Stop being such a whuss and take charge of my life.
At times, I close my eyes and try to imagine where I would be in the next five years to come, but I can't. I'm bad at planning my future ever since .... meh it's not important. But what I want to be good at is to live my life and just snatch everything that life offers and make the best out of it. InsyaAllah.
And I whisper to myself, "Be strong young padawan."
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