There's so many things I'll never know

Hey, it's been awhile. I know.
So life's been pretty plain after the 'worst' part is over.
My results were surprisingly okay.
I'm thankful for that. Alhamdulillah.

So now I'm in the midst of looking for job.
But it never happened.
Everytime I see a Job Vacancy sign, I jumped a bit.
But I never have the guts to go in and ask for the job.
I don't know why.

So yesterday, I met with my dad's friend whom's a lecturer in UKM but now he's transferring to UIAM.
I'm so glad I finally met him and his wife.
They told me stuffs that I never knew about.
And now that I know of it, things are getting clearer for me.
I now know what I want.

I know the choice I'm making is not as good as furthering my study as a Doctor, Engineer etc.
But at least I know I'm not gonna be bored by it.
Now I just hope that I can cope with my soon to be "busy" life.
Been chillen at home for almost four months now. Hm.