never tired just bored

searched for hope
was given none
my pace were slow
because i was scared
of risk
     of death
opportunities came
like everything else
it goes away
and i was still gasping
for a breath of fresh air
for a glimpse of miracle
for a solid chance
none

so i wait
and   wait
          wait
it never came
till one day
it showed himself
so i looked straight
and said
let's fucking do this shit