ramadhan mubarak

It has been 165 days since my last post.
That is almost half a year.
Truly, I can never stop blogging. Taking long breaks in between posts, but I can never not update my blog at least once a year. Maybe someday I'll stop. Someday.

This post is not going to be on how disappointing my life is, or how suicidal I feel.
In fact, I am way past self-loathing, on my way to self-loving and loving others around me.

It's Ramadhan. I love the feeling that I get during this month.
I feel like I'm more calm and grateful. Something that I should definitely feel throughout the entire year.
Baby steps.

Life has been challenging, and Alhamdulillah, the hurdles that were in front of me- the ones that seemed intimidating and scary- I've made it through. Like a boss.
I've grown a lot these past couple of months.
Both spiritually and mentally.
I can feel it in my very bones.
So far so great.

Starting a new chapter in my life.
someone new.
It's a bit terrifying but I'm learning alright.
Learning to fall and not look below.
Praying that the land won't hurt me.
I'm sure if it's a good thing, it won't.

He knows what's best for me.