People say blogging is
lame. I say, I will do whatever I want. Bitch (Read in Jesse Pinkman’s voice)
I wonder why I always
start a post by describing how my great my life is at the moment when people
don’t care. I sometimes don’t care too. I like to believe that God had sent me
to earth for a reason. However, I’m still trying to figure what that reason is.
In other words, I am not lost; I’m just, still searching.
This late night post is
for the people affected by the Typhoon Haiyan or as the locals call it, Yolanda
which resulted to a very high death toll by natural cause. My heart goes out to
them and so does my prayers. To brothers and sisters in the Middle East as well
and to anyone who’s suffering be it by the demons at the back of your mind or
something else.
It is a lie for me to say
that I feel their pain. I don’t. I am thankful to be living here in Malaysia
where it is (still) peaceful (minus the riots every now and then). But yes, I
really do. It is stable here. All I have to worry about is completing my
assignments and so on. Very petty but I’m still complaining, which is horrible
come to think of it.
TYPHOON HAIYAN
I wonder, to deal with
loved ones around you dying OR to die; which one is worst.
I can’t seem to pin on
any.
To lose the people you
love hurts. It really does. Then there are problems to deal afterwards like
hunger and being homeless. Also, you may be the only one who survived the
disaster and you will live the rest of your lives knowing that you are alone.
Things may get better in time but the pain remains. A sunken hole in your
heart. It’ll be there for forever.
OR
Dying; leaving the ones
you love to suffer. But if you believe in life after death and the process of
getting “there”, you’ll understand that dying is not as easy as it seems.
Life is full of options
eh?
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